a Narcotics Question

SweetFennyAdams

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The fact you are asking these moronic questions demonstrates your brain is already fried.
You need professional treatment ASAP!
No sympathy here.
 

Techne

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In computer terms....
Everytime you use it you overclock your CPU and graphics card by doubling the voltages without any cooling. The gaming experience is awesome for a while but if you are lucky you will end up with just enough silicon to enjoy Tetris and sokoban on a green monochrome Intel XT 8088 @ 4.77 MHz.
 

TribbleZA

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Yea, was/is a really ****ed up situation, even though it was December 2014 it is one of them pivotal moments.
Christmas too - that sux more. And I think it is something you never get over - just possibly come to terms with.
 

Toxxyc

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I can see the admins on here. Clicking username -> Options -> Shared IPs

Ooooh, now I see who's the member who uses.
 

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My ex got hooked on cat, mainly for that first performance boost period. He started taking before & during work said it gave him confidence.

Took him ~3 years to kill himself, family told everyone it was meningitis can't really blame them. What a waste, he failed to even make it to 40..
 

marine1

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Typical day is as follows:
Wake up at 5, drink cold water to help wake me up, shower, get dressed, smoke a bit of weed and off to work.
Usually take lunch at around 11ish which almost always consists of takeaways/junk food.
Finish work at 17:30, smoke a joint in traffic on the way home, get home at around 19:00ish.
Stop at the liquor store if I know there's no dop at home, usually just drink beer during the week, 5 quarts is my standard per night.
Youtube/Netflix/game while smoking weed (around 2 grams per night) and drinking. If I'm hungry, I'll make some food or order takeaways., but most nights I don't really eat.
Then shower, brush teeth and get in bed at around 23:45 and go to sleep.
I 'm also a big fan of mushrooms and LSD, but confine those to no more than twice a year, more to keep it being something special than due to any heath concerns.

From my student days I remember sleep deprivation can make things quite trippy, but that was due to having to stay up and study/work and not because of drugs.
No offence but where are you in life?
What job ? Successful?
Do you have any ambition ?
 

Deformiter

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I have essentially given up on life but lack the commitment to commit suicide, so I'm just keeping myself busy until I die.
I'm 30. I don't have any big traumas to speak of that has made life particularly shitty. I'm just shitty. I know that if I want to be happy, I have to stop drinking and smoking as much, make a concerted effort to make friends and spend time with them and family, focus on investing in the future, find something I am passionate about and improve myself both in a personal and professional capacity. What I cannot get over is the meaninglessness of achieving those goals. Everything ends in death, so no matter what I achieve/do, it all feels absolutely useless in the overall scheme of things.
Hey guys, I'm genuinely concerned here - I was Safyrbleu's housemate for the better part of 10 years - I knew about his troubles and the way he was living, but didnt think he was still thinking about suicide anymore, we'd had many talks and honestly pretty emotional discussions about it (no homo, legit good friends).

I recently moved out and moved in with my girlfriend, Safyrbleu had said that he had arranged plans to immigrate to Canada, he spoke of an approved Visa, job, housing and everything that goes with it. We parted ways at the end of August.....I have no heard from him since.....I made sure to tell him to let me know when he gets there and how everything is going, send me photos, etc, but they never came....I've tried emailing, contacting him via gaming accounts, I've done as much searching on his online accounts as possible and see that pretty much everything stops in August - I found that he sold his cellphone here and his League of Legends account (the game he played pretty much always) hasnt been logged into since either, nor has a new account been created in the NA region - I dont have his parents contact details or anyone of his family who he may have had some contact with. Not really sure what to do about it or who to speak to about it.....
 

maumau

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That's worrying. Hope someone has been in touch with him recently and replies to your post.
 

The_Mowgs

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Hey guys, I'm genuinely concerned here - I was Safyrbleu's housemate for the better part of 10 years - I knew about his troubles and the way he was living, but didnt think he was still thinking about suicide anymore, we'd had many talks and honestly pretty emotional discussions about it (no homo, legit good friends).

I recently moved out and moved in with my girlfriend, Safyrbleu had said that he had arranged plans to immigrate to Canada, he spoke of an approved Visa, job, housing and everything that goes with it. We parted ways at the end of August.....I have no heard from him since.....I made sure to tell him to let me know when he gets there and how everything is going, send me photos, etc, but they never came....I've tried emailing, contacting him via gaming accounts, I've done as much searching on his online accounts as possible and see that pretty much everything stops in August - I found that he sold his cellphone here and his League of Legends account (the game he played pretty much always) hasnt been logged into since either, nor has a new account been created in the NA region - I dont have his parents contact details or anyone of his family who he may have had some contact with. Not really sure what to do about it or who to speak to about it.....
Yeah I sent him a WA asking how things are in Canada but heard nothing back, message was never read.

I will PM you.
 
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