That, and the twitchy nervous jesting that results from them realising that perhaps if AA and BEE did not exist, they would not hold the positions and jobs that they do today. BEE and AA have devastating effects on everything, and strangely enough PoC too, they will always have a sneaking suspicion in the back of their mind that had they competed fairly in the job market, based on merit, they would have lost out.
The reality is that removing BEE and AA scares the living daylights out of people like VigrasRojara, Thechamp, Activated, Surface and MikeHoxbig, they somehow think that they aren't good enough without it, and their fears can be observed in their rabid and violent defence of it.