I am choosing to post my thoughts here because I feel like I will be mocked/judged elsewhere.
I am getting really nervous /anxious.
Reading the feedback on some of the other threads isn't great for my mental health.
I have read in other threads about loved ones passing away, even though they took Ivermectin.
Granted in one of those posts: The patient was vaccinated, contracted covid & was on Ivermectin. She passed away after vaccination.
The cause of death sounds like side effects of the vaccine & she happened to test positive for covid at the time.
Anyway, I am in a tricky situation.
I think that vaccines play an important role.
I unfortunately have an autoimmune /inflammatory condition & the white blood cells that usually indicate worm/allergy are very high in my body.
I have a diagnosis of lupus but it isn't a full diagnosis. My body is producing lupus antibodies but it isn't showing the pattern of lupus.
I was placed on Chloroquine last year to calm my immune system down.
With regards to the vaccine:
Two Doctors have reluctantly told me to not be vaccinated.
Many of the issues surrounding the vaccine is due to the body going into a hyper inflammation mode, clotting or the immune system turning against the individual.
I don't know how I feel about vaccination anymore.
So I hope that Ivermectin works. I also understand that it has shown to reduce mortality by 60‰..It isn't perfect but is probably the only option I have.
I feel more comfortable being offered an Antiviral when that finally comes out.
So I am hoping there are other methods of dealing with covid.
Hearing about young people & healthy individuals dying from Delta is frightening me.
I really want to see my family but I am too afraid to expose myself to anything.
People documenting side effects of the vaccine are being censored on Tiktok, facebook etc.
These are legitimate cases and not "fake news".
Social media influences are also being paid to promote vaccination.
www.forbes.com/sites/jackkelly/2021/08/04/thousand-dollar-cash-payments-and-tiktok-influencer-army-are-part-of-the-campaign-to-get-people-vaccinated/amp/
I understand why this is done but I feel overwhelmed, over stimulated & pushed to make a difficult decision for myself.
Here is a link of a lady documenting her side effects after receiving the Pfizer vaccine:
this absolutely wrecked me to see
vm.tiktok.com
You can download the app or watch the videos from your pc. She has documented her journey every step of the way.
Dr's don't even believe that it is linked to the vaccine, she now has neurological issues & is placed on heart medication.
She struggled to convince them it wasn't "anxiety". She was hospitalised & is now being treated regularly. They are still figuring out what happened to her.
Vaccination is a personal decision but there needs to be more transparency & we also need the terms of these contracts to be exposed.
Mybb has been helpful to me during my anxiety but I need a break.
This is my last post in a while.
To anybody making a snarky comments after this, as this place has become predictable.
I wish you well & your loved ones well. I respect your decision, so don't judge me for mine.
@Geoff.D please make an effort to watch that lady's tiktok videos. It is worth the effort & you will understand why after watching it.
Btw she is getting a lot of negative comments & being called an "anti vaxxer" etc.
Take care
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