This was the toughest decision that I have ever had to make. I have been in South Wales for almost 2.5 years now. I have seen the **** happening in South Africa. It's very heart breaking to see my homeland going down. I have it good here, renting a house with a really awesome friend. In a really rewarding job that I love. Great support to. Have awesome friends too. I have my brother and sister and family here. My mum is sadly back in SA but she is safe, for now at least. I have the opportunity to travel and am incredibly blessed where I am right now. Why is it that I still have a yearning to come back home??