Yes - we need connections but cannot let the lack of diminish our experiences. We deserve to enjoy sunrises, sunsets, looking at the moon, finding creatures, etc.
It is hard when people around you are going through their own stuff and you need someone to just sit with you. I am more and more finding that we need to learn to be ok with just ourselves. I was driving through Northern KZN and it was a perfect day. The sky was an intense blue and the clouds...
I am really sorry. It is ok to feel relieved for her. We never want to see our loved ones suffer. It is going to be hard, but you were there for her. She was loved and knew it. All we can really do is love our people as best as we can.
We do get really lonely as people leave us. I am so glad you have your boys and friends that understand you. Keep them close and be there for them as they are for you. We never know what people are going through, and they might need you as much as you need them.
I can understand not wanting...
I really love that - a very healthy attitude. Yes it hurts so much when we lose them - but it is so worth having had them in our lives. And there are so many looking for homes.