And never again - after a month away from work - it extremely depressing going back. Started contemplating resigning, taking a sabbatical, slitting my wrists - had to face reality though - its work - it pays money for rent and food and other stuff we dont really need but want anyway - so.....long story short - i decided to forgo the previously mentioned options of getting out of work and chose food and a roof over my head instead. I'm sure i'll live to regret it though