Things have been bad for me for a few months.
The depression was too much to handle and yesterday morning I went down the OD path again.
I tried offing myself with my psycho-active medication.
I don't know how many I took and which different ones it was, all I know is my meds are finished (have to collect on Thursday, no Doctor available to see me).
Only my Mom knows about it and now you do too.
Depression is a dangerous game.
Last night I stood up and I needed to drink water. My entire body was thirsting.
As I got up I felt woozy and just fell down. I hit my Desktop PC with my back, head and ("stytjie". whatever it is in English).
I'm not posting this looking for attention, I'm posting it so I can console myself and start to chill a bit.
I was peeved when I woke up and the OD didn't work.
Have a good day
Edit: Actually number 4 - I forgot of my last one in 2019.
The depression was too much to handle and yesterday morning I went down the OD path again.
I tried offing myself with my psycho-active medication.
I don't know how many I took and which different ones it was, all I know is my meds are finished (have to collect on Thursday, no Doctor available to see me).
Only my Mom knows about it and now you do too.
Depression is a dangerous game.
Last night I stood up and I needed to drink water. My entire body was thirsting.
As I got up I felt woozy and just fell down. I hit my Desktop PC with my back, head and ("stytjie". whatever it is in English).
I'm not posting this looking for attention, I'm posting it so I can console myself and start to chill a bit.
I was peeved when I woke up and the OD didn't work.
Have a good day
Edit: Actually number 4 - I forgot of my last one in 2019.
