So i've come to realise that I actually enjoy being miserable and depressed at times, I find that happiness makes me less focused on things and drives me away from my thinking, I feel that happiness makes you let go as a person losing control of yourself at times, and I find this is the main reason for people becoming people that they are not, I just find that when I am miserable or depressed I feel that is the person I am, and basically I can just say that it makes me feel comfortable, just my opinion, not saying im right, just what tickles my fancy, any of you guys that experience this?