Progenix Oj101
Dealer
This may come as a shock to many, but I can't carry on living a lie like this. I need to tell the world.
I know my dad probably won't approve, my mom won't understand. My girlfriend will probably be furious, but this is honestly not about her. If she doesn't want to talk to me again I do understand, and I am sorry about all the lies I have told her. I had to protect everyone from the truth, most of all the two of us.
The urges started a while ago, but I tried to ignore them. "It can't be happening to me," I thought, yet it was. It just didn't feel natural, so I fought it for as long as I could. Society would shun me if they knew. I had to pretend the feelings didn't exist. Even though it has become much more acceptable to change your mind about lifelong decisions as you get older, there are still many who remain stubborn and won't accept my decision no matter what I say or do. MY DECISION, not theirs.
I will probably lose several friends over this, the shallow ones who just don't understand that I have to be myself. I just need the weight of my secret lifted. I need to tell the world that my decision doesn't change who I am. I need everyone to realise that I don't have some form of highly contagious disease. It is simply me giving in to the truth. Ladies and gentlemen, boys and girls - I like Nikon.
I know my dad probably won't approve, my mom won't understand. My girlfriend will probably be furious, but this is honestly not about her. If she doesn't want to talk to me again I do understand, and I am sorry about all the lies I have told her. I had to protect everyone from the truth, most of all the two of us.
The urges started a while ago, but I tried to ignore them. "It can't be happening to me," I thought, yet it was. It just didn't feel natural, so I fought it for as long as I could. Society would shun me if they knew. I had to pretend the feelings didn't exist. Even though it has become much more acceptable to change your mind about lifelong decisions as you get older, there are still many who remain stubborn and won't accept my decision no matter what I say or do. MY DECISION, not theirs.
I will probably lose several friends over this, the shallow ones who just don't understand that I have to be myself. I just need the weight of my secret lifted. I need to tell the world that my decision doesn't change who I am. I need everyone to realise that I don't have some form of highly contagious disease. It is simply me giving in to the truth. Ladies and gentlemen, boys and girls - I like Nikon.
