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Polymathic

Polymathic

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RedViking said:
I still remember, it was my first day in college….All students from different regions were present with their bags packed to start a new phase of life. I met with several students sharing views on everything and started finding them interesting as it had to be with a boy who was away from home for the very first time. The classes those days were quite interesting and the teachers introduced themselves as we too did the same..

Few days passed and my eyes caught the attention of a very beautiful girl and I literally started staring at her keeping beside all the etiquettes and decency my parents gifted me.She was quite regular to the class so am I used to be then.

But, without knowing much about her I started growing strong attractions against her which proved to be my biggest mistake later. One of my friend even got carried away (or may be sarcastically) in such a way towards her that he even started comparing the “gotras” for taking further step in this regard and suggested me to do the same.. quite funny right ?

Those days used to become so memorable that I started finding the labs interesting which never used to be the case with me before... Since,I was a shy and introvert person so never had the courage to tell her everything face to face and sort out everything but we texted each other quite often. Then came the time of durga puja and I went to my sister's place. I texted her as soon as I returned back and asked her about her plans for the next day and I still exactly remember those texts…

Me: Kahin ja rahi ho kya kal ghumne?

She:Nahi Mera first time hai durga puja away from home aur Mujhe Kuch pata bhi nahi yahan Ka..

Me: I as usually suggested some places..

She: Haan woh toh hai lekin koi hona bhi toh chahiye le jaane ke liye..

Me: I instead of accompanying her suggested her to go with friends and relatives

She: I don't have my friends and relatives here.

This was her reply..!!

May be this was a big chance for me that I missed which leaves me guilty till now.. That time my roommate also reminded me the same and now also does the same sometime when we meet.I should have been with her the next day which could have changed my life or may be I could have found my best friend on whom I could lean or share anything from then onwards..

After that I went on exaggerating things on my own and it all started becoming one-sided.One day I texted her about my hidden feelings and after that something again happened to me which I am not sharing right now becoz it will again make me guilty.

Every night I suffered from a battle- My heart says “text her” but my brain suggested “Don't text her”…

I later discovered that she was committed to someone from the very beginning but never bothered to tell me despite asking her repeated no. of times..

I really had the feeling of loosing someone that night…maybe a good friend or classmate or someone special or maybe someone with whom I always dreamt of spending my cherrisable and happy moments for the rest of my life..!!!!!


know that I bit exaggerate everything before thinking but this is how I am..?

So, my answer to this question is somewhat mixed and complicated …

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I don't watch Hindi movies but don't how was drinking with some friends one night and they were all talking about Hindi Movies and stories that they got them all emotional. One thing in common all these movies had was how the girl did the guy dirty in some way and how the guy chose to be a bigger person and do nothing about it.

That day I learnt that Bollywood male protagonists are some serious cucks.
 
RedViking

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Polymathic said:
I don't watch Hindi movies but don't how was drinking with some friends one night and they were all talking about Hindi Movies and stories that they got them all emotional. One thing in common all these movies had was how the girl did the guy dirty in some way and how the guy chose to be a bigger person and do nothing about it.

That day I learnt that Bollywood male protagonists are some serious cucks.
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Bollywood movies are funny though.

 
Dan C

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Avoid looking in the mirror for more than a minute at times
 
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Mine hurt from straining them, while looking for the "missing zeros" on my bank statement each month...:crying::cautious:
 
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