As you know by now, I have Aspergers... so the job thing is a problem for me. A major one. Always has been. I have rage quitted, I have walked out. My last job I was given 23 minutes to vacate the building.
I work because I have to put food on the table, school fees, internet, rent, electricity. Not because I want to. So yeah, accuse me all you want of being lazy, but I am not.
I am currently trapped in a box where I have to earn X to be able to live. People think I get a massive salary, but quickly eat their words when they see what that buys. after you've paid the medical bills and school fees (Discovery have told me to go f**k myself with my medication- they won't pay for it). My computer is old, I cannot afford a car, and I do extra jobs on weekends to afford essentials such as computer parts.. Sometimes I get lucky at the pawn shops, picked up a nice machine there for R200.
If I could, I would jump at the chance to be creative. Sadly in SA.. those jobs pay absolute peanuts.. they want to pay a graphic designer like R8000/month... are they kidding me???
So what do I do? I could go for a BA, and then *hopefully* find something decent at Media24 or the likes... or try the impossible, and try and get into the US and try somehow to get in with Pixar. Pretty much impossible, US don't want saffas, especially not in that industry... and the degree would likely be worth nothing there.