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a) I can murder 3/4 of a bottle of Yager in 2 hours and not feel a thing, no hangover, ****all
b) I can drink the last 1/4 in 10 minutes and not worry, but adding 2 shots of tequila makes me spew

Unfortunately I didn't die. Still have a basically full bottle of tequila. Will update when I succeed
 
AcidRaZor said:
a) I can murder 3/4 of a bottle of Yager in 2 hours and not feel a thing, no hangover, ****all
b) I can drink the last 1/4 in 10 minutes and not worry, but adding 2 shots of tequila makes me spew

Unfortunately I didn't die. Still have a basically full bottle of tequila. Will update when I succeed
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the liver is evil?:confused:
 
AcidRaZor said:
a) I can murder 3/4 of a bottle of Yager in 2 hours and not feel a thing, no hangover, ****all
b) I can drink the last 1/4 in 10 minutes and not worry, but adding 2 shots of tequila makes me spew

Unfortunately I didn't die. Still have a basically full bottle of tequila. Will update when I succeed
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If you want to kill yourself with alcohol stick it up your rectum. That way you can't puke it out when you start to overdose.
You will probably have a very painful last few hours on the planet though.
 
Acid needs a binge. Still.

Acid - what did you end up doing then? Drinking alone or at a club?

Next time, do a club. And try to get laid.
 
Aren't you the guy who posted that alcohol poisoning thread?
 
Kwerty said:
Aren't you the guy who posted that alcohol poisoning thread?
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Yup

GreGorGy said:
Acid needs a binge. Still.

Acid - what did you end up doing then? Drinking alone or at a club?

Next time, do a club. And try to get laid.
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The binge was required for the weekend. Didn't help much. Most of yesterday was spent with anxiety/panic attacks. My "drug dealer" didn't pull through so I opted for yager and tequila. Still have the tequila left.

Going to a club/getting drunk/trying to get laid isn't my scene, never was, never will be, and wouldn't have helped. Think I might need to go to a doc in the next few hours to get rid of this anxiety. Got a few hours or sleep but my heart is still racing/hands still shaking.

AstroTurf said:
If you want to kill yourself with alcohol stick it up your rectum. That way you can't puke it out when you start to overdose.
You will probably have a very painful last few hours on the planet though.
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Yea I know that, I wasn't trying to kill myself with it, I actually didn't want to drink at all, wanted to get high/bend my mind for the first time with some acid. Didn't work out. I should be glad I guess, might have been a lot worse.

But, seeing as you brought up the topic. I'm going to use carbon monoxide. No drugs, no alcohol no blood. Just fall asleep and die.

b_crazy said:
Sounds painfull. What's the deal? Life's a bitch?
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Life is okay I guess. I just don't want to be in it anymore.
 
You need to talk to someone. I know it is easy to say that sht aint that bad but without knowing it, nobody can actually say that. If you really are in such a state, speak to a pro.
 
GreGorGy said:
You need to talk to someone. I know it is easy to say that sht aint that bad but without knowing it, nobody can actually say that. If you really are in such a state, speak to a pro.
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Thanks but I've been to "pro's" before. Just wasted 5k+ of my money to talk to someone who can't help anyway

I actually woke up this morning thinking that the only thing I *can* control (if i wanted to) is this. So I'm busy figuring out when I want to do it. They say, if you want to make God laugh, tell him your plans. Well I told him my plans. I'd like to see him try and **** this up for me. lol
 
AcidRaZor said:
Thanks but I've been to "pro's" before. Just wasted 5k+ of my money to talk to someone who can't help anyway

I actually woke up this morning thinking that the only thing I *can* control (if i wanted to) is this. So I'm busy figuring out when I want to do it. They say, if you want to make God laugh, tell him your plans. Well I told him my plans. I'd like to see him try and **** this up for me. lol
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I believe that was one signer who said that :p
 
AcidRaZor said:
Yup



The binge was required for the weekend. Didn't help much. Most of yesterday was spent with anxiety/panic attacks. My "drug dealer" didn't pull through so I opted for yager and tequila. Still have the tequila left.

Going to a club/getting drunk/trying to get laid isn't my scene, never was, never will be, and wouldn't have helped. Think I might need to go to a doc in the next few hours to get rid of this anxiety. Got a few hours or sleep but my heart is still racing/hands still shaking.



Yea I know that, I wasn't trying to kill myself with it, I actually didn't want to drink at all, wanted to get high/bend my mind for the first time with some acid. Didn't work out. I should be glad I guess, might have been a lot worse.

But, seeing as you brought up the topic. I'm going to use carbon monoxide. No drugs, no alcohol no blood. Just fall asleep and die.



Life is okay I guess. I just don't want to be in it anymore.
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Don't get the point of suicide honestly (except for one Neanderthal I am trying to get to kill himself on another forum, but that is a different story).
Anyway, Rather bend your mind, more fun than having no perception whatsoever.

I nearly got strangled to death around 12/13 years ago.
I got to the resign myself to my own death point before they let me go and can tell you now, every second is worth fighting for and if I ever have a near death experience again there will be no resignation.
 
AcidRaZor said:
a) I can murder 3/4 of a bottle of Yager in 2 hours and not feel a thing, no hangover, ****all
b) I can drink the last 1/4 in 10 minutes and not worry, but adding 2 shots of tequila makes me spew

Unfortunately I didn't die. Still have a basically full bottle of tequila. Will update when I succeed
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You're reminding me of that dude on Youtube that used to eat/drink ANYTHING as fast as he could.... he ended up with liver problems and had to quite consuming alcohol.
 
Chuck in a few grams of cat with some benzo goodness. Pop a couple E's with a couple a's then compliment that with shrooms. A few grams of coke but it's a waste, crap quality so you are better off doubling the cat dose. two notes, two nostrils. 20 cm lines 3-7mm in width depending on nostril size.

If you don't die, you will become a god and your life will suddenly become amazing.
 
you guys seriously want this site to show up in the media about "members were supply the victim with ways in which to kill himself". i dont' want mybb to be known as that.

and you Acid, kudos for you wanting to do it in the way that causes the less mess, but you are a ****. go out to sea and drown yourself if you really want to do this, no mess and no tears. don't make somebody have to clean you up. in fact don't even ask for advice because it pisses me off that so many people don't give a chance to live and lives are going to end soon, and here you have every chance to live, all these experiences and you want to piss it away.

you are going against your only purpose in life which is to exist, and you can't even do that properly. and if i sound bitter and angry it is because i am, because you ARE a good person, we can all see that, but it's a kick in a teeth to all the people who have it worse than you and still go on.

so if you want ot do SOME good, donate your kidneys or something, kill yourself in a way that nobody has to find you and cry, blow yourself up with Mugabe, just do somethign meaningful with your life.
 
I understand your points. I'm not looking for advice on here, nor am I flailing my arms around saying I'm a victim.

I'm very conscious to the fact that my situation isn't unique. Nor am I living in some fantasy land where I don't see suffering of others that keep pushing forward without giving up. There are people who deserve to live, and there are others who live who do not deserve it at all. I normally associate those people with the types that leech and/or benefit of the suffering of others, that exploits someone else for their own gain.

I'll look into your suggestion about being an organ donor. At least all of this will then count for something and save lives for people who (most probably) deserve to live.

It's tough to explain to anyone what I'm going through. The classics (received from friends/psychiatrist/general internet population is)

1) Get over it and stop the pity party
2) Go see a shrink
3) Get meds (usually with #2)
4) Join a gym / Get Laid (tied for #4 there)
5) I don't know what to say anymore (the classic, I give up and don't want to talk to you about this anymore)

There's a couple I can't think of right now. The whole "good person" thing is up there as well. I sometimes get angry when I hear that. Because if I'm such a good person then why the hell do I have to go through this? I firmly believe that I'm a bad person. But actions speak louder than words, and people have the general idea that I'm a good guy (warped/trolling at times, but good) and I can't understand how/why because 99% of my current life has just been wading through constant ****.

Oh, a CLASSIC one is "You do it to yourself". I'm amazed at the sheer stupidity of that. Like I CHOOSE how others react/live their lives/treat me etc? Anyway. I don't want to get angry or annoyed at you guys. I'm done with that.

I have a new focus, and it's helped me get on to a path with a bit more "meat" to it. Something to look forward to.
 
Oh, a CLASSIC one is "You do it to yourself". I'm amazed at the sheer stupidity of that. Like I CHOOSE how others react/live their lives/treat me etc? Anyway. I don't want to get angry or annoyed at you guys. I'm done with that.
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No, but you choose how YOU react to it.

I have a new focus, and it's helped me get on to a path with a bit more "meat" to it. Something to look forward to.
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Self-assassination?
 
AcidRaZor said:
I understand your points. I'm not looking for advice on here, nor am I flailing my arms around saying I'm a victim.

I'm very conscious to the fact that my situation isn't unique. Nor am I living in some fantasy land where I don't see suffering of others that keep pushing forward without giving up. There are people who deserve to live, and there are others who live who do not deserve it at all. I normally associate those people with the types that leech and/or benefit of the suffering of others, that exploits someone else for their own gain.

I'll look into your suggestion about being an organ donor. At least all of this will then count for something and save lives for people who (most probably) deserve to live.

It's tough to explain to anyone what I'm going through. The classics (received from friends/psychiatrist/general internet population is)

1) Get over it and stop the pity party
2) Go see a shrink
3) Get meds (usually with #2)
4) Join a gym / Get Laid (tied for #4 there)
5) I don't know what to say anymore (the classic, I give up and don't want to talk to you about this anymore)
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There's a couple I can't think of right now. The whole "good person" thing is up there as well. I sometimes get angry when I hear that. Because if I'm such a good person then why the hell do I have to go through this? I firmly believe that I'm a bad person. But actions speak louder than words, and people have the general idea that I'm a good guy (warped/trolling at times, but good) and I can't understand how/why because 99% of my current life has just been wading through constant ****.
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go through what?

you have internet. i'm assuming you have arms and legs. you can write proper sentences. if it's women or guys giving you love problems, we all have that here(thus the sub-forum). i'm not telling you to be grateful for what you have but i don't get what this is?

life IS ****. from the moment you're conceived there are a million things that can harm you and kill you. it's also beautiful when you get away from the **** long enough. you can't choose what happens to you in life, but you can choose how you react to it.

nobody remembers a *****. so you have nothing to lose, beat up an ******* in traffic. go piss on Malema. go sky diving without a parachute. you can take risks now that you never could with your life because you don't give a crap from what i understand, but you'd rather do it quietly and feebly. that is what i don't get? or am i wrong?

Oh, a CLASSIC one is "You do it to yourself". I'm amazed at the sheer stupidity of that. Like I CHOOSE how others react/live their lives/treat me etc? Anyway. I don't want to get angry or annoyed at you guys. I'm done with that.

I have a new focus, and it's helped me get on to a path with a bit more "meat" to it. Something to look forward to.
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you don't do it to yourself, but again, you can choose how you react. you can either shovel the **** or tell someone to **** off. you can let someone **** you over in a relationship or you can call them up and tell them what a whorish dumb**** they are. and when people are pushed to their limits they become tougher, or they quit. and you're quitting.

personally, i'd rather be a loser than a quitter. a loser has more courage and balls than a quitter, because he can get up and dust himself off. quitters don't get respect. even people that fall down 30 ****ign times get respect.

and maybe you're not a good guy, maybe you're a complete twat and you deserve this imaginary karma, you can't choose how people react to you, you can't change the past, but you as a person are capable of SO MUCH. you haven't even tapped the amount of incredible things you can do with your life, but here you ar quitting.

i'm not better. i whine about my wife and ****ed up life here too. but i know that i have a choice everyday of how i want ot live my life, and quitting has never been one of them
 
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