Hi there. So I'm back, but

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|tera|

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I'm not sure if I'm going to let it all out.

In a nutshell I killed myself twice in a span of a year and a half. Spent 4 weeks in I.C.U., 2nd time was a week in hospital this year a day after my birthday.
I spent 4 months in rehab this year after that week.

Now I'm picking up the pieces of a shattered life and a family whom I hurt very much.

I'm very depressed, sad. My meds get monitored, given to me. I'm unemployed and trying my best to stand up again in life.

I am alive, but wish I wasn't.
So yes.

That's me.

Byes :) :D ;)
 
Hmmm... Welcome back t3ra / teraside!

Thought I was imagining things. :) :D ;)
 
Good to see you back.
 
This is a touchy topic for me at the moment, my brother committed suicide last week.
I'm really glad your back, but please talk to those around you. They care a lot more than you think.
 
|tera| said:
In a nutshell I killed myself twice in a span of a year and a half.....

....I am alive, but wish I wasn't.
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you see this I don't believe . Not to be insensitive but why were you unsuccessful in both suicide attempts?

could it be that you actually didn't want to die?
 
|tera| said:
I'm not sure if I'm going to let it all out.

In a nutshell I killed myself twice in a span of a year and a half. Spent 4 weeks in I.C.U., 2nd time was a week in hospital this year a day after my birthday.
I spent 4 months in rehab this year after that week.

Now I'm picking up the pieces of a shattered life and a family whom I hurt very much.

I'm very depressed, sad. My meds get monitored, given to me. I'm unemployed and trying my best to stand up again in life.

I am alive, but wish I wasn't.
So yes.

That's me.

Byes :) :D ;)
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You are worth more than your job (or lack of one) more than your money (or lack), more than your education (or lack).

You are a unique person with a life to live and love to give!

Live and love!
 
Duan said:
You are worth more than your job (or lack of one) more than your money (or lack), more than your education (or lack).

You are a unique person with a life to live and love to give!

Live and love!
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this person is on meds probably for some form of depression.
Based on the info. given I have a sneaky suspicion it's the wrong medication, wrong dosage, wrong dr. or a combination

Telling him or her to love life, rub yourself and experience your self worth up high in the clouds is pie in the sky. Means duckall.
Person needs better professional help
 
Yeah Tera, nice to see you again. Please tell me you laying off the booze? Have you got any support structure? Forgive me for asking but do you have kids?
 
genelock said:
this person is on meds probably for some form of depression.
Based on the info. given I have a sneaky suspicion it's the wrong medication, wrong dosage, wrong dr. or a combination

Telling him or her to love life, rub yourself and experience your self worth up high in the clouds is pie in the sky. Means duckall.
Person needs better professional help
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troll elsewhere twit .....


WB tera ;)
 
Hi Tera. There is so much to live for, but depression will lie to you and tell you that there isn't, that nobody would care if you weren't around. The most important thing with this illness, especially when you're suicidal is getting the right meds, the correct dosage and therapy to help you see past the negativity. It's the strangest thing how depression can trick your mind and have you feeling such intense pain that you would rather be dead than keep having to live with the pain. I hope that you have a family that understands your illness and gives you the support that you need.
 
D3nz said:
Hi Tera. There is so much to live for, but depression will lie to you and tell you that there isn't, that nobody would care if you weren't around. The most important thing with this illness, especially when you're suicidal is getting the right meds, the correct dosage and therapy to help you see past the negativity. It's the strangest thing how depression can trick your mind and have you feeling such intense pain that you would rather be dead than keep having to live with the pain. I hope that you have a family that understands your illness and gives you the support that you need.
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Thank you D3nz.

Pls tel Mephisto-paddakop that's what I said
 
Messugga said:
Dude, put your ego aside or take it somewhere else. You're not being constructive here.
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my bad. I probably know nothing about screwed up meds. Must have been trolling, dude.
Good luck helping tera. Tell him everything will be ok ;)
cvheers
 
Welcome back. Hope for a speedy recovery.
 
Messugga said:
Dude, put your ego aside or take it somewhere else. You're not being constructive here.
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Actually, there is truth in what genelock says. If you're suffering from depression and you're on meds, but you're still feeling suicidal, then something needs to change. Either the meds are not the right antidepressant for Tera or the dosage is too low.
 
Seems like there's some good family vibe in here. Informal meet up? I won't judge...
 
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