Akasha, I must say, your posting and posting trail is quite interesting. i don't know you at all, but to sum you up, just from your own word :
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I think I'd go to jail for killing someone if I had to deal with the constant stupidity
I didn't finish matric
I would've been way more damaged if I finished the last 2 years being constantly bullied
I studied beauty for 2 years instead and have a diploma thingy which I'm never gonna use
I realized that touching people isn't something I wanna do
I've come to realize that I also hate phones
I'm a very difficult person
I don't really get along with people
I don't have the patience to teach.
If someone can pay my medical aid and buy me stuff while I do that
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Bottom line, you must go down as about the most spoiled and arrogant person I have seen for some time. Someone who feels the world needs to dance to your tune, and everyone must fall into how you perceive life, and what you like and don't like.
Girl, clearly you have not grown up yet, and don't live in the real world. I am quite sure you live with your parents or someone who is paying the bills, cook you meals every day, do your washing, and basically, do everything for you, so that you have time to think about all that you like and don't like.
Simply put, if I was and employer, you would be the employee from hell with all your dislikes. I would not want you to work for me, for free.
I think your best option is to get a sugar daddy, and I feel sorry for him
But, good luck for the future, hope you find that career that caters for all that you want.