Am I crazy?

Zurg

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I get between 4 - 6 hours of sleep over a cycle.

MIO alarm is set for 04:00 - 04:45, I leave for work by 05:00 and get to "work" at 05:45 - 06:00 (my actual job only starts at 08:00)

[Within that 2 additional hours]
I usually eat breakfast, take a multivitamin read the news and mentally prepare myself for the day ahead.

That leaves me with an hour, I usually use it to brush up on product knowledge and familiarise myself with anything new.

I end work at 17:00/19:00 depending on the week, It takes me 45/60 minutes to get home, I make food, shower, eat and maybe watch an episode of something random before attempting to sleep.

I use blackout curtains, switch off all electronics before attempting to sleep, I literally stare at the ceiling for an hour, my mind continues to race thinking about the days events and it won't stop. Eventually I do fall asleep but this is at around 22:00 - 24:00.

I wake up about 5 - 10 minutes before my alarm goes off and my day starts again, some days I'll wake up feeling full of energy but other days I'll be completely drained.

Completely unrelated but.

I also get extremely anxious, to the point where I fear speaking out loud. I had an altercation with someone the other day and it triggered a fight or flight response, I chose flight, didn't even know what I said to him but it included resigning. As I stood there packing my bag my right leg wouldn't stop shaking, I couldn't breath and my heart was pounding really fast to the point that I couldn't breathe.
 
Also sounds like you need professional help, have you tried seeing counselor?

Anxiety can be crippling if not dealt with.
 
Stop worrying about sleep and trying to time it only to lie awake in bed.

Go to bed when you are tired, not on some present schedule.

Problem solved.

Why go to work so early only to do nothing?
 
You need weed. Indica.
I had to stop consuming cannabis, came recommended by my doctor after I explained the anxiety, depression and lack of wanting to do anything.
 
Stop worrying about sleep and trying to time it only to lie awake in bed.

Go to bed when you are tired, not on some present schedule.

Problem solved.

Why go to work so early only to do nothing?
Public transportation system.
 
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