At a crossroads.
Been on statins, aspirin and BP medication for 6 years. Also on anti platelets (twice after the stents) as well as a beta-blocker for around 3 years. On top of that, had to suffer through a PPI until I stopped it 3.5 years later, after which my gut symptoms, diagnosed as IBS - the medical term for “there’s something wrong with your gut, but we can’t be arsed figuring out what” - almost magically disappeared.
Each medication has its purpose. But each also has its own side effects. No, not the regular stuff they tell you about on the label, but additional things like kidney failure, mineral leeching, etc. Now, combine them all, at once, every day, and needless to say my “second” life has felt like complete ****. I honestly felt “healthier” before my heart attacks!
My cardiologist constantly reassures me that my heart is in good nick, and handled the four widoemakers like a boss, with no major damage, etc, and that I just need to get out there and enjoy my life. I simply CAN’T because I constantly feel like a worn out husk of who I used to be. I’m almost 100% convinced it’s all the **** I’ve had to take for 6 years, because it’s night and day how I felt before I started taking any of them.
So, I now have a very difficult choice to make: keep taking the drugs, and live (possibly) a little bit longer - but miserably. Or, stop taking them, possibly expire a little bit sooner - but at least get to feel ALIVE again while I’m doing it.