I was with my ex for a year and she ended it... then came and told me she was pregnant. We moved in together (not sure what the reason was) but she told me to get out after 3 months.
2 months of silence and I got a lawyers letter saying my little girl was born. I was a wreck, then contacted her a month later saying I want to see my daughter. She professed her love for me and I got swept up in the romance and fell hard. She started to pull away, got quiet and faded away. Thursday last week I went to see my little girl and my ex was dropping suggestions about having a no-strings attached sexual thing, I rejected it because I am far too much in love with her to be able to handle it. On Saturday I asked her to decide if she wanted me in her life as her lover or not. She said no.
I have to see my ex approx once every two weeks when I see my little girl, at least for the next 18 years. A woman that has hurt me more than any human has and yet, like a fool, I still love her.
... and yes, I still have the 100+ NSFW photos in case they are needed. ZIPed, password protected and backed up to multiple cloud servers. LOL