killadoob
Honorary Master
Ok so i quit smoking on the 27 dec 2008, since then i need to eat all day long, have cravings for all kinds of foods and sweets. The worst of thing is if i do not eat all day long i get into a terrible moods, almost violent moods.
I have not touched a cigi since i quit so i don't think i am addicted, i seem to have days where i am depressed and don't know if life is worth it type feelings, please note i am not suicidal.
I am on the brink of smoking again because i cannot handle all the eating and the moods anymore, I am also not really putting on weight with all the eating so its not a weight thing, i am just not used to needing to eat every hour and being in such a bad mood at times.
Is this normal and will it ever stop? I would rather smoke than feel like this for the rest of my life.
I have not touched a cigi since i quit so i don't think i am addicted, i seem to have days where i am depressed and don't know if life is worth it type feelings, please note i am not suicidal.
I am on the brink of smoking again because i cannot handle all the eating and the moods anymore, I am also not really putting on weight with all the eating so its not a weight thing, i am just not used to needing to eat every hour and being in such a bad mood at times.
Is this normal and will it ever stop? I would rather smoke than feel like this for the rest of my life.