Nothing ever stays the same

[Batista]

Learn to be a lone ranger like me...

+1

..the lonely stoner seems to free his mind at night...(Nukefission)

 

[googoodoll]

Quite honestly - if you can entertain your own mind you don't need so called friends. Girls are btches and guys aren't interested in friendship.

Plus people don't take well to others who are different to them.

 

[Devill]

Bump
not even I stay the same.....3-6 months ago I considered people who smoke weed to be degenerate junkies,last week I got baked.
Originally I planned to work part time as an IT techie,now I`m going to roll in money(for my age/circumstances) as a software dev.
I`m withdrawing from old habits(sports,socializing etc)
At the same time I have the urge to push myself(confront my fears,do stupid retarded yolo stuff,try out new things,perhaps get arrested)

The last time I felt like this was when I hit pubery....wtf maybe I should take psychiatric meds
I can feel myself slowly going insane...

That sounds like fun. Why not give over to the urge to be more adventurous?

 

[DerpiesFreud]

Counteracting weakness with hostility. Can't end well. Ever.

I agree,but how else do I stop the world from exploiting me?

+1

..the lonely stoner seems to free his mind at night...(Nukefission)

lol,Strange things happen to me at night,I have no idea why :wtf:

That sounds like fun. Why not give over to the urge to be more adventurous?

I got baked on 2nd hand smoke(closed room for 6 hours does that )
was awesome,but the consequences of my actions not so much....
nearly assaulted a couple of random people on the street luckily I didn`t :erm:

drunk/high texted random people demanding sexual favors,offering to drive their cars,confessing my history of childhood abuse to lifeline along with a few people.

oh and I ate pizza at 3:17am

Thats what happens .... Till I can find some sort of moderation for my adventurousness

 

[Pho3nix]

Bump
not even I stay the same.....3-6 months ago I considered people who smoke weed to be degenerate junkies,last week I got baked.
Originally I planned to work part time as an IT techie,now I`m going to roll in money(for my age/circumstances) as a software dev.
I`m withdrawing from old habits(sports,socializing etc)
At the same time I have the urge to push myself(confront my fears,do stupid retarded yolo stuff,try out new things,perhaps get arrested)

The last time I felt like this was when I hit pubery....wtf maybe I should take psychiatric meds
I can feel myself slowly going insane...

Same thing I'm going through. Noone in your group of friends is where you are at and your "peers" are 30.

 

[Pho3nix]

and i'm the opposite, i hate leaving my house :twisted:

What happened to paintball?

 

[DerpiesFreud]

What happened to paintball?

maybe his paintball suit IS his house?

 

[Devill]

Thats what happens .... Till I can find some sort of moderation for my adventurousness

Sounds like a normal night out for most.

 

[DerpiesFreud]

Sounds like a normal night out for most.

As you may soon find out,most and nukefission are two mutually exclusive sets.

 

[Devill]

As you may soon find out,most and nukefission are two mutually exclusive sets.

Devill tends to agree.

 

[Compton_effect]

Same thing I'm going through. Noone in your group of friends is where you are at and your "peers" are 30.

Feeling like you are going insane is normal.
Things change, people change. You will find yourself doing something tomorrow that you never imagined doing today. That's what makes it fun.

94.7 chatted to a woman today on her 100'th birthday. Sharp old lady. Took them out when they called her 'granny', prefers 'aunty' instead.
When they asked her what her secret was she said 'I never worry about things. Why worry now about something that could happen. By the time it happens its too late to worry and you have to do something about it.'
They finished off by wishing her another 100 years. 'Oh, no. You must be crazy.'
I'm turning 38 in a two weeks. I hope I can tell someone off like that in 62 years. (And they will probably go by in a blink of an eye)

 

[DerpiesFreud]

Quite honestly - if you can entertain your own mind you don't need so called friends. Girls are btches and guys aren't interested in friendship.

Plus people don't take well to others who are different to them.

Oh and I am different,like if you saw me on the street you`d be 'Thats Nukefission!:erm::wtf: '

Feeling like you are going insane is normal.
Things change, people change. You will find yourself doing something tomorrow that you never imagined doing today. That's what makes it fun.

I agree it can be tons of fun,I like the idea of simply not worrying...would take off a lot of stress

Same thing I'm going through. Noone in your group of friends is where you are at and your "peers" are 30.

Eish,life is an unidentified object....

 

[googoodoll]

Same thing I'm going through. Noone in your group of friends is where you are at and your "peers" are 30.

Then its time to leave them behind!

Change is as good as a holiday people!

 

[Swa]

What views are crumbling?

 

[DerpiesFreud]

What views are crumbling?

I used to think people who smoke weed are degenerate junkies,last week was the first and last time I got baked with them
I used to trust people who I believed to be my friends,turns out I was just a toything thrown in the junkyard now
The crazy girl I posted about last time,seems quite normal and friendly now...its pretty odd

As time passes,the new shall rise from the ashes from the old that have crumbled