The Shroom Thread

Been a few months since the last time I've taken anything psychedelic. But my beautiful 12yr German Shepherd passed away from cancer a week ago on my lap. I'm still trying to "get over it". Cancer seems to follow me... Tonight seems like a good time to meet God again. Been there, got the T-shirt. This is my 1000th+ dose of LSD for reference sake. Either go big ot go home!

2x 500ug drops of pure liquid down the hatch! This will take a few days to process.

Anyway, be safe and responsible!
 
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Defiler said:
Been a few months since the last time I've taken anything psychedelic. But my beautiful 12yr German Shepherd passed away from cancer a week ago on my lap. I'm still trying to "get over it". Cancer seems to follow me... Tonight seems like a good time to meet God again. Been there, got the T-shirt. This is my 1000th+ dose of LSD for reference sake. Either go big ot go home!

2x 500ug drops of pure liquid down the hatch! This will take a few days to process.

Anyway, be safe and responsible!

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I am really sorry for your loss. We lost 5 Boxers to cancer so I know how hard it can be. I hope your trip does what you hope it will do.
 
TribbleZA said:
I am really sorry for your loss. We lost 5 Boxers to cancer so I know how hard it can be. I hope your trip does what you hope it will do.
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Thank you for your kind words. I am really taking them to heart. I really didn't feel like living anymore after losing my best friend and companion who has been through thick and thin with me. Omg 5 doggos 😔, I'm so sorry to hear that, and I don't think I could have coped. What was supposed to be one last weekend of chilling and treats turned into a weekend of agony and pain, and a struggle to find a vet on a Sunday to send Luna over the rainbow bridge. I've lost family members to cancer, and it didnt hit this hard...

The trip itself was extremely euphoric through and through, and my ego was totally dissolved. I didn't see any crazy fractals or anything like that, just pure whiteness and light brighter than the sun, and every molecule and atom in my body dissolving into an uncountable number of pieces, the sensation of every living being past and present, from the tiniest ant and being able to sense the distance of myself from the earth to the furthest star...

I'm not one to write essays, but maybe after a couple of days, I'll be able to articulate the experiance into words.

Thank you again. :)
 
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Thank you for your kind words. I am really taking them to heart. I really didn't feel like living anymore after losing my best friend and companion who has been through thick and thin with me. Omg 5 doggos 😔, I'm so sorry to hear that, and I don't think I could have coped. What was supposed to be one last weekend of chilling and treats turned into a weekend of agony and pain, and a struggle to find a vet on a Sunday to send Luna over the rainbow bridge. I've lost family members to cancer, and it didnt hit this hard...

The trip itself was extremely euphoric through and through, and my ego was totally dissolved. I didn't see any crazy fractals or anything like that, just pure whiteness and light brighter than the sun, and every molecule and atom in my body dissolving into an uncountable number of pieces, the sensation of every living being past and present, from the tiniest ant and being able to sense the distance of myself from the earth to the furthest star...

I'm not one to write essays, but maybe after a couple of days, I'll be able to articulate the experiance into words.

Thank you again. :)
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Losing a pet is incredibly hard. As you get older it just becomes more. I am telling you that not to scare you, but because that is how it is. When I was young and lost my cat Cleo - I thought I would die. But you don't. That pain is a reminder of how much you loved them and how much joy you got from them. What made yours so bad was the pain your little one was going through and how helpless you felt. These last 6 years have shown me how much pain one can carry and still keep going. You will get to a space where you offer another doggy a wonderful home.

Now, regarding your trip, do write it in detail for those of us who are not brave enough to let go like that. I would be really fascinated to know more about it.

I am microdosing shrooms to help with the pain. You might want to look at that.
 
TribbleZA said:
Losing a pet is incredibly hard. As you get older it just becomes more. I am telling you that not to scare you, but because that is how it is. When I was young and lost my cat Cleo - I thought I would die. But you don't. That pain is a reminder of how much you loved them and how much joy you got from them. What made yours so bad was the pain your little one was going through and how helpless you felt. These last 6 years have shown me how much pain one can carry and still keep going. You will get to a space where you offer another doggy a wonderful home.

Now, regarding your trip, do write it in detail for those of us who are not brave enough to let go like that. I would be really fascinated to know more about it.

I am microdosing shrooms to help with the pain. You might want to look at that.
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I’m sorry to hear about your previous trauma(s), but what doesn't kill us makes us stronger, right? We live, we love, we learn. I know this is just mybb (not that that matters), but this has been a mini therapy session. I feel deeply humbled, and this past week has been a week of processing and reflection. I feel a deep sense of calm to my core, and that nothing can get in my way going forward.

As for microdosing shrooms, I have tried that previously, but they really messed with my focus and train of thought (I have ADHD) and made completing tasks more difficult, and my chronic insomnia worse. Interestingly, my doc prescribed me a 6-month course of SSRI antidepressants (Lexamil) (which works on serotonin receptors) for the treatment of GAD (general anxiety disorder) when I was going through some minor health difficulties and had to keep going back and forth for scans and blood tests. Turns out I was 100% healthy except for a “non-obstructive 7mm right upper pole renal caliceal calculus incidental splenuncule kidney stone” which had caused a pretty bad UTI infection. I tried the antidepressants, but I lost all sense of joy and just felt like a zombie… I’m so glad I stopped them. Microdosing 10-20mg of shrooms per day had a similar effect.

Shrooms these days just feel dark and anxiogenic for me, so I tend to skip them if other options are available. I’ll rather take a megadose and be done with it.

I actually feel good just getting this stuff off my chest, so I’m an open book at the moment.

I’m a professional procrastinator, but I’ll get around to doing a proper trip report. :) ✌️
 
Defiler said:
I’m sorry to hear about your previous trauma(s), but what doesn't kill us makes us stronger, right? We live, we love, we learn. I know this is just mybb (not that that matters), but this has been a mini therapy session. I feel deeply humbled, and this past week has been a week of processing and reflection. I feel a deep sense of calm to my core, and that nothing can get in my way going forward.

As for microdosing shrooms, I have tried that previously, but they really messed with my focus and train of thought (I have ADHD) and made completing tasks more difficult, and my chronic insomnia worse. Interestingly, my doc prescribed me a 6-month course of SSRI antidepressants (Lexamil) (which works on serotonin receptors) for the treatment of GAD (general anxiety disorder) when I was going through some minor health difficulties and had to keep going back and forth for scans and blood tests. Turns out I was 100% healthy except for a “non-obstructive 7mm right upper pole renal caliceal calculus incidental splenuncule kidney stone” which had caused a pretty bad UTI infection. I tried the antidepressants, but I lost all sense of joy and just felt like a zombie… I’m so glad I stopped them. Microdosing 10-20mg of shrooms per day had a similar effect.

Shrooms these days just feel dark and anxiogenic for me, so I tend to skip them if other options are available. I’ll rather take a megadose and be done with it.

I actually feel good just getting this stuff off my chest, so I’m an open book at the moment.

I’m a professional procrastinator, but I’ll get around to doing a proper trip report. :) ✌️
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I am sorry that the shrooms and SSRIs do that to you, it has the same effect on a friend of mine. SSRIs do take the excitement out of your life if you are on the wrong ones. I was given tryptinol for my migraines as a teen. Within 20 minutes of taking them, I was out. Had no life while on them.
At least you have something you can take that seems to give you a really good trip. I will one day have the guts to try some MDMA :ROFL:
 
Defiler said:
I’m sorry to hear about your previous trauma(s), but what doesn't kill us makes us stronger, right? We live, we love, we learn. I know this is just mybb (not that that matters), but this has been a mini therapy session. I feel deeply humbled, and this past week has been a week of processing and reflection. I feel a deep sense of calm to my core, and that nothing can get in my way going forward.

As for microdosing shrooms, I have tried that previously, but they really messed with my focus and train of thought (I have ADHD) and made completing tasks more difficult, and my chronic insomnia worse. Interestingly, my doc prescribed me a 6-month course of SSRI antidepressants (Lexamil) (which works on serotonin receptors) for the treatment of GAD (general anxiety disorder) when I was going through some minor health difficulties and had to keep going back and forth for scans and blood tests. Turns out I was 100% healthy except for a “non-obstructive 7mm right upper pole renal caliceal calculus incidental splenuncule kidney stone” which had caused a pretty bad UTI infection. I tried the antidepressants, but I lost all sense of joy and just felt like a zombie… I’m so glad I stopped them. Microdosing 10-20mg of shrooms per day had a similar effect.

Shrooms these days just feel dark and anxiogenic for me, so I tend to skip them if other options are available. I’ll rather take a megadose and be done with it.

I actually feel good just getting this stuff off my chest, so I’m an open book at the moment.

I’m a professional procrastinator, but I’ll get around to doing a proper trip report. :) ✌️
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My experience of shrooms that every strain is different, like a different entity you’re communicating with. NSS is dark, GT is reflective, APE is happy.
 
TribbleZA said:
I am sorry that the shrooms and SSRIs do that to you, it has the same effect on a friend of mine. SSRIs do take the excitement out of your life if you are on the wrong ones. I was given tryptinol for my migraines as a teen. Within 20 minutes of taking them, I was out. Had no life while on them.
At least you have something you can take that seems to give you a really good trip. I will one day have the guts to try some MDMA :ROFL:
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Yeah, everyones brain chemistry is different, what might work well for some could have an opposite effect for others... Haha MDMA is fun! I've usually taken it at trance parties/festivals and always had a fat jol, works really well combined with shrooms too :laugh:

wingnut771 said:
My experience of shrooms that every strain is different, like a different entity you’re communicating with. NSS is dark, GT is reflective, APE is happy.
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Oh, for sure! I used to be quite active on a shroom growing forum called Shroomotopia, and every week, I had a new spore print waiting for me in the mail. My favourite strains have been Cambodians and Costa Ricans, not just to grow, but to also consume lol. It's a fun process growing shrooms, just pretty labour intensive having to sterilize tf out of everything, and one contamination usually sets you back to square one.
 
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A bit of Dutch courage, feeling pretty good coupled with no work tomorrow. Think I'm going to to rehash things with 100ug... 1 drop in 500ml water, but will drink 100ml...

Starting off with this. Beautiful.


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I have been microdosing and thought I would be clever and get Natal Super Strength this time. It is also 150mg per serving. I underestimated the effect. While it does calm me and takes away the anxious thoughts, I think it does the job a little too well. So now I will take it late afternoon or I won't get my work done as quickly as I am used to doing it.
 
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