AcidRazor's Intervention

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Azbubu

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He's been in a downward spiral over the past few months and he's plummeting fast. He needs an intervention before we lose him :eek:
 
He seems OK to me. He's been buying pots and pans recently, also furniture for the house. That indicates a measure of positivity.
 
abzo said:
He's been in a downward spiral over the past few months and he's plummeting fast. He needs an intervention before we lose him :eek:
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Thats always AcidRazor. He has been the same for years. He makes Eeyore look chipper.
 
I don't know, it might be just for attention but aren't those usually a cry for help?
 
I wasn't going to reply to this but meh.

I've tried the positive route more recently yes. But I'm not the type of person who feels better because I bought a new couch or have "moved up" and into a direction where many have been before in their lives. Trying to emulate others who appear to be happy by doing/buying the things they do... just isn't me.

I don't see this as sad or that it's terrible. It's just unassisted suicide. OR. As The Dictator would say. Assassinating myself. lol

Don't worry though, I haven't finalized a date yet. I want to do this right, cause the least amount of hassle for everyone around me. And that takes some careful planning :)

I lol'ed at "He makes Eeyore look chipper". Thanks for that. Eeyore is my favorite character

/edit. no it's not a cry for attention or anything. i'm just a lot more cavalier in talking about it as I don't think it's that big a deal anymore.

I'll delete the post if you guys are upset about it. I think I did sometime, in the past, post something to the same extent. But it's different now. I'm not unsure about it anymore. The anxiety/panic attacks the last few days is ****ed up sure, and I've never really had those. The intense feelings I've experienced the past few years all just culminated and blew up over the weekend and made worse yesterday.

Like I said, the only thing I can control is myself and I'd like to challenge the deity's out there to prove to me that there is something more than this, because I'm tired. I've been tired for a while now.
 
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AcidRaZor said:
I wasn't going to reply to this but meh.

I've tried the positive route more recently yes. But I'm not the type of person who feels better because I bought a new couch or have "moved up" and into a direction where many have been before in their lives. Trying to emulate others who appear to be happy by doing/buying the things they do... just isn't me.

I don't see this as sad or that it's terrible. It's just unassisted suicide. OR. As The Dictator would say. Assassinating myself. lol

Don't worry though, I haven't finalized a date yet. I want to do this right, cause the least amount of hassle for everyone around me. And that takes some careful planning :)

I lol'ed at "He makes Eeyore look chipper". Thanks for that. Eeyore is my favorite character

/edit. no it's not a cry for attention or anything. i'm just a lot more cavalier in talking about it as I don't think it's that big a deal anymore.

I'll delete the post if you guys are upset about it. I think I did sometime, in the past, post something to the same extent. But it's different now. I'm not unsure about it anymore. The anxiety/panic attacks the last few days is ****ed up sure, and I've never really had those. The intense feelings I've experienced the past few years all just culminated and blew up over the weekend and made worse yesterday.

Like I said, the only thing I can control is myself and I'd like to challenge the deity's out there to prove to me that there is something more than this, because I'm tired. I've been tired for a while now.
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See!!! :eek:
 
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If he is been for real. Report this post to the police. This is committable stuff.
 
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