AcidRazor's Intervention

Duuddde... before you end it all, at least try something spectacular like soul searching in some weird but miraculously breathtakingly beautiful country or something. Hopefully you're Obese? Thin people can't commit suicide, you haven't lived until you've eaten everything! Yoh, but seriously... there has to be something outside of Joburg that can make you happy or change your life surely?
 
werfie said:
Duuddde... before you end it all, at least try something spectacular like soul searching in some weird but miraculously breathtakingly beautiful country or something. Hopefully you're Obese? Thin people can't commit suicide, you haven't lived until you've eaten everything! Yoh, but seriously... there has to be something outside of Joburg that can make you happy or change your life surely?
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Or just get a can of Coca-Cola and open happiness :(
 
Make like a youtube video before you do it, then we'll watch it and feel really sad after you are gone.
 
Please don't leave a mess if you do decide to assassinate yourself and try leave some cash for the funeral. If you are going to do what you seem to be wanting to do then ensure it is as pleasant for everyone around you as possible. Nothing worse than a wall of brains.

Get off the drugs, get positive and quitting bitching about your life. There are people out there who struggle daily and get by so i see no reason why you are so down and out.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YtDe1lK4ngY go to her channel and watch her video's.
 
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Can we all sneak into his house and throw a surprise party? :p
But dude speak to someone? Really it helped me out of depression and suicide
Can we get a suicide watch thing going perhaps? or a party
 
lol, you guys crack me up. You should do one where it's "AcidRaZor was born......AAAAAND its gone" :p

werfie said:
Duuddde... before you end it all, at least try something spectacular like soul searching in some weird but miraculously breathtakingly beautiful country or something. Hopefully you're Obese? Thin people can't commit suicide, you haven't lived until you've eaten everything! Yoh, but seriously... there has to be something outside of Joburg that can make you happy or change your life surely?
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Been to Dubai. Eat/Experiment with new food etc almost daily. Only moved back to JHB again recently, from Cape Town.

killadoob said:
Please don't leave a mess if you do decide to assassinate yourself and try leave some cash for the funeral. If you are going to do what you seem to be wanting to do then ensure it is as pleasant for everyone around you as possible. Nothing worse than a wall of brains.

Get off the drugs, get positive and quitting bitching about your life. There are people out there who struggle daily and get by so i see no reason why you are so down and out.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YtDe1lK4ngY go to her channel and watch her video's.
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Not sure why this thread popped up but probably because of the one post I did in another thread about what I learned this weekend? But yea that is why I said I haven't set a date yet, I want to make sure it's planned properly and it's not going to be messy or fail or anything.

I get conflicting advice. People say I should stop bitching, others say I should talk to people/get help. *shrug* Might seem like I'm bitching all the time. That will stop.


You guys are making a big deal out of nothing.
 
Dubai!!!!????????????????????????????? No wonder, buy a Villa in Tuscany and zhoosh it up!
 
/no homo

Acid, in all honesty, I've always found you very interesting and honestly wouldn't mind meeting you. If you ever make it down to CPT, give me a shout.

/end bromance
 
Why not get your adrenaline rushing with some adventure sports to get your serotonin levels up.

A sky dive or race down the rapids of the Orange River would be a good start.

We all get down - hell - I played with the idea for a long time in the last 12 months - got wasted - felt sorry for myself - where my life was headed, etc.
Then I just flipped it all over - I got tired of being tired - which can also be seen as: giving myself an out cos I was too chicken to end it all - I'm not sure.

Also - perhaps I just got that way to get more songwriting and poetry done - always felt my best stuff (IMO) comes from being mobid and depressed.

Anyway Acid -you've always been a straight shooting oke, with plenty of good advice - perhaps go and read though your posts and find your Anti BS pill to get you back to a positive state of mind.
 
Yea I was actually thinking I should make a bucket list. Only this isn't a list that will never be done because I wouldn't know the "end date" as opposed to not and letting it drag on for years.

Was thinking of skydiving :) Maybe learn to fly a plane (I always seem to **** up on the simulators on the PC) and the last bit I could possibly involve my cousin in. He was going to be a fighter pilot but has a severe case of "WTF? THIS IS RED?!!" syndrome :p So they stuck him in avionics/weapons repair which he hated.

I haven't written anything in YEARS. And I'm afraid to start. Maybe I should?

For now I'm just focussing on the anxiety and panic attacks. I always tell my friends: How do you eat an elephant?

So it's one step at a time. I do feel loads better now that I decided where I'm headed though
 
mercurial said:
/no homo

Acid, in all honesty, I've always found you very interesting and honestly wouldn't mind meeting you. If you ever make it down to CPT, give me a shout.

/end bromance
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Thanks, can go for a nice keg pie and a good bottle of wine right about now :) will keep it in mind
 
mercurial said:
/no homo

Acid, in all honesty, I've always found you very interesting and honestly wouldn't mind meeting you. If you ever make it down to CPT, give me a shout.

/end bromance
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Goodness knows why anyone would leave Cape Town in the first place :p
 
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