So, if history is anything to go by I am probably making a terrible mistake, but I must try these things.
I've gone of my meds (Mirtazapine). A couple months ago, I also got a prescription for a very strong tranquiliser. I've now successfully withdrawn from both of these. The reason I have done so is I am concerned about the cognitive impairment that these drugs can effect. The tranquiliser, which very effective at dealing with anxiety basically turns your life into a foggy mess, and the Mirtazapine has profoundly sedating properties.
While I do this, I have completely stopped drinking alcohol. I suspect that booze is a large part of my general chemical imbalance, and I am hoping that in its absence I will have the fortitude to prevail without drugs.
Time will tell. I'll check back in a couple weeks.
To everyone who is struggling - Strength.
copacetic, not to distract from your problems, why didn't you try this before you took medication? How much do you currently drink? Do you exercise regularly, sleep well and eat well? I wouldn't discount the impact a fit and healthy body has on the mind.