Eish. December with holidays I was all over the place and put the CPAP on hold with the intention of starting again in Jan. It's mid-Feb and I've just two days ago set it up again but it's been so kak hot the idea of a mask on my face...
So ja I'm trying to get back into the habit of wearing it.
What I did notice when using it is that even though I didn't wake up feeling miraculously better, the tiredness I felt was a normal tiredness, as opposed to this bone-deep existential kind of tiredness that accumulates when you sleep kak. I also think I need to give it more time - for me learning to sleep with a mask on my face and the weird things that happen (seal breaking - air shooting into your eye, learning to keep your mouth closed else air comes rushing out of it) took a bit of time, so maybe I was just looking for an excuse to set it aside. It's not an easy thing to get used to.
You think you might have sleep apnea?
I was recently diagnosed with severe sleep apnea (AHI 42), and in hindsight it explains a lot of what I’ve been dealing with over the past 18 months.
I started getting tired more often, more irritable, and my recovery from intense exercise became much worse. I train regularly, and previously I would recover quickly, but that just stopped happening. My short-term memory was also noticeably worse, and no matter how long I slept, I never felt properly rested when waking up. Initially I just assumed it was age or stress.
I did all the normal checks — blood tests, ECG, etc. — and everything came back fine. My new GP, after listening to the symptoms, suggested a sleep study almost immediately.
The first test was done using a ring device overnight. Based on those results, medical aid approved a CPAP titration trial, and I was sent home with a CPAP machine for two nights. After the first night, I felt like a new human being. Properly rested, clear-headed, and calm. The second night was the same.
Unfortunately I had to return the machine while waiting for the sleep specialist to finalise my settings, which was frustrating after feeling the difference.
Last night was my first night with my own auto CPAP machine. Once again, I woke up refreshed. My AHI dropped from 42 to 1.
The mask doesn’t bother me much. I’ve done scuba diving before, so breathing through equipment doesn’t feel unnatural. The only adjustment is getting used to trusting the mask and not worrying about leaks or it shifting during the night, but that already feels manageable.
I’ve always been a snorer, and I did try a mandibular advancement mouth guard previously. It helped slightly, but clearly wasn’t enough given the severity.
If anyone is unsure about getting tested or starting CPAP, in my case the difference was immediate and significant. I didn’t realise how much the condition was affecting me until it was treated.