I'm filled with anger and rage.
I guess the past can't be changed, but it feels like a large part of my life has been robbed from me because of how I was brought up.
I also feel angry with my colleagues for being mediocre at what they do. On paper, they appear to be more productive than me, but in most cases, that's because they do poor quality work. I get bad performance appraisals even though I know for certain that I'm more competent than most of them.
I also feel angry that I asked two women this past week to go to a concert with me, and both of them said no.
I feel like such a loser.
Now today I'm going to feel like a zombie because of having had too little sleep. This is a bad way to start the week.
I guess the past can't be changed, but it feels like a large part of my life has been robbed from me because of how I was brought up.
I also feel angry with my colleagues for being mediocre at what they do. On paper, they appear to be more productive than me, but in most cases, that's because they do poor quality work. I get bad performance appraisals even though I know for certain that I'm more competent than most of them.
I also feel angry that I asked two women this past week to go to a concert with me, and both of them said no.
I feel like such a loser.
Now today I'm going to feel like a zombie because of having had too little sleep. This is a bad way to start the week.