The d!ck within....

[Rocket Raccoon]

What does Jesus have to do with a guy who does exactly what he hated seeing his father do?

[-]Apologies I'll correct.[/-]


Shiva H. Vishnu! She's right to stay the hell away from you.


The Hell am I apologizing for? I'll do as I please.

 

[The_Ogre]

The sad thing is...she'll probably be back with OP

 

[ShaunSA]

[-]Apologies I'll correct.[/-]


Shiva H. Vishnu! She's right to stay the hell away from you.


The Hell am I apologizing for? I'll do as I please.

I would ask what Shiva or Vishnu had to do with this but they have better things to worry about...

 

[Rocket Raccoon]

Hecate damn you all!

 

[Anonymous™]

Couldn't have been that precious if you let your inner arsehole screw it up on a whim like you did.

You're just using excuses like alcohol & childhood abuse to try & justify your unacceptable behaviour. I suspect many of us had to deal with probably worse things you had to, without ever resorting to your kind of behaviour. You need help.

She'd definitely be better off not having you in her life at all.

Your brave assumption is that I am making excuses for anything. I accept full responsibility. I was putting it in context! I hate myself more because of my family history. How could I have been such an irrational twat? I was under the influence of a mind altering substance. Okay she is better off without me, cool.

I'm sure you'd like to think you've added some value to my **** up but quite frankly you've not. You came, you judged and you left. Thanks for nothing.

 

[Ninja'd]

Hecate damn you all!

Witch please.

 

[Anonymous™]

The sad thing is...she'll probably be back with OP

God willing, that would be amazing but I am pretty ****ed now so very much doubt. Understand I am not a doucebag everyday. In fact, when some of my friends found out about this whole episode - they sat me down. It is WAAAAAAAY out of character.

When I am drunk, I am the happy-go-lucky free spirit that will suggest spontaneous fun things. I am that idiot that will greet all happy and mellow. Not this.

 

[Venomous]

/only read the OP

You need help sorting out your crap, before having a relationship with her, or anyone else.

 

[Sinbad]

Witch please.

Lol! 10/10

 

[PilgrimToHyperion]

Unfortunately guys like you almost never change. I know, because my sister used to date your type. I hope you clean yourself up and then find someone that is willing to give you a 2nd chance. This girl should stay away from you. If she doesn't you'll see it as a sign of weakness and pounce.

Sorry for the harsh words, but I've seen this once too many times. Good luck though, everyone needs a bit of it.

 

[themba990]

Apologize and talk to her. If she gets you, like you say she does, then maybe she'll understand. And get help, maybe talk to a professional about your father.

 

[ponder]

How do I fix this mess I created?

You can't. Apologise and that's that.

 

[BobsLawnService]

I really do not know what got into me.

Classic abuser mentality. "I don't know what got into me.". Really? You're a chip off the old block. A psycho, abusinve jealous freak who can't control himself. That is what is inside you. Luckily you let the your true self out to a woman with the ability to spot this and leave before being abused the next time something trivial sets you off. You get drunk and only need the smallest thing to attack a woman. It's nice that most of the other people you know haven't found themselves in the right set of circumstances to be attacked by you.

 

[KalMaverick]

Wow people are being just a tad too harsh aren't you?

 

[Azbubu]

Unfortunately guys like you almost never change. I know, because my sister used to date your type. I hope you clean yourself up and then find someone that is willing to give you a 2nd chance.

Maybe give her his number?

 

[DerpiesFreud]

Wow people are being just a tad too harsh aren't you?

Dude, the woman left her OWN HOUSE for fear of being assaulted or whatever, this is not too far.

most things can be unfudged, this is not one of those things for now.

I`d write things off, the things you did are irreparable, Inform her that you are ill and seeking help. then end outside contact.
maybe in a year you can be friends again.

I highly suggest you seek help. I did and I am a better person because of it.
+1 to everyone is crazy on MyBB (me included)

Don`t drink ever, the gap between kwaai boet and one too many is negligible. I swore that I would never touch alcohol again. and I haven`t.
I too did some foolish things during my drunken escapade, though nowhere near as bad as yours.
It was the wake up call that I needed. Seeking help is the first step.
kudos for realizing it.

 

[PilgrimToHyperion]

Maybe give her his number?

 

[Nick333]

Wow people are being just a tad too harsh aren't you?

Yes, some people are. Funny how they're using someone's abusive behaviour as an excuse to abuse them. The only difference is one of degree.

And, people doing the whole "people like you never change" thing, you are talking shyte based on their own, obviously limited, life experience.

@ OP the fact that you allowed yourself to get so hammered in the first place makes me think you were sub-conciously trying to sabotage this relationship. Taking that you went snooping and jealousy set you off, I'd guess you have self-worth issues. Beating yourself up about what happened isn't likely to help you.

Stay away from romantic relationships until you have your issues well in hand.

 

[Vegeta]

Op stay away from her and go straight to a psychologist don't pass begin don't collect $200

 

[Anonymous™]

Apologize and talk to her. If she gets you, like you say she does, then maybe she'll understand. And get help, maybe talk to a professional about your father.

Plan is in action.

Classic abuser mentality. "I don't know what got into me.". Really? You're a chip off the old block. A psycho, abusinve jealous freak who can't control himself. That is what is inside you. Luckily you let the your true self out to a woman with the ability to spot this and leave before being abused the next time something trivial sets you off. You get drunk and only need the smallest thing to attack a woman. It's nice that most of the other people you know haven't found themselves in the right set of circumstances to be attacked by you.

Did you miss the part that this is the first time something like this ever happened? Even my best friend who knows me very well was flabbergasted by my behaviour.

Wow people are being just a tad too harsh aren't you?

Allow. It's quite nice sitting on a high horse judging someone that acknowledges their flaws than helping them. People are mean and harsh - I shall stomach it.

Dude, the woman left her OWN HOUSE for fear of being assaulted or whatever, this is not too far.

most things can be unfudged, this is not one of those things for now.

I`d write things off, the things you did are irreparable, Inform her that you are ill and seeking help. then end outside contact.
maybe in a year you can be friends again.

I highly suggest you seek help. I did and I am a better person because of it.
+1 to everyone is crazy on MyBB (me included)

Don`t drink ever, the gap between kwaai boet and one too many is negligible. I swore that I would never touch alcohol again. and I haven`t.
I too did some foolish things during my drunken escapade, though nowhere near as bad as yours.
It was the wake up call that I needed. Seeking help is the first step.
kudos for realizing it.

My exact plan. Friday was a wake up call for me.

Yes, some people are. Funny how they're using someone's abusive behaviour as an excuse to abuse them. The only difference is one of degree.

And, people doing the whole "people like you never change" thing, you are talking shyte based on their own, obviously limited, life experience.

@ OP the fact that you allowed yourself to get so hammered in the first place makes me think you were sub-conciously trying to sabotage this relationship. Taking that you went snooping and jealousy set you off, I'd guess you have self-worth issues. Beating yourself up about what happened isn't likely to help you.

Stay away from romantic relationships until you have your issues well in hand.

I wasn't trying to sabotage it. I'm the loser that doesn't know when to stop. The only constant in life is change so people on that "people never like you never change" tip can go jump.