yes i have been for a good few months (will be almost a year come august)... did meet someone in CT, that i really adore, she adores me too, but has a b/f, gets invited by her b/f's folks for things like lunch and outings, been going out with this guys for years ... so its quite serious with him ... we were once alone in a hotel room together me and her and did nothing ... too many things going through our minds ... her guy is a good guy, and i aint no dog ... dunno what to do ... cant like anyone else at the moment ...

... she said if we did go through with what we intended in that room, she would never have talked to me again, and she doubts it would have just stopped at a kiss ... when i asked
i told her i liked her and she said she likes me too,but when i said i think my feelings are getting stronger she got angry, said im putting pressure on her ... thats was said a few months back
her being in CT and me in joburg also does not help ...
(worst of all im listening to all these soppy songs that touches your heart ... like Lenny kravitz, ill be waiting ... bleeding love by leona lewis )
so thats my sad single story at the moment ...