Why do I need to only see my family twice a week and have my cellphone confiscated for this? It's not related to each other at all. I can't cope without my family so locking me away from them would make the stress 20x worse and the headaches unbearable. And some random Dr there that tried to convince me to stay told me they won't give me a pain killer anyway and I won't see a Dr until tmrw and what is another day with a migraine when I've had it for days already anyway. Really comforting stuff.
The way I understand...
It is best to change things for a bit. The process is designed to allow you the most possible dignity. Or do you think they will enjoy seeing you withdraw? Or if you call them on your cell, in the night, threatening suicide?
The way your doc did it was unprofessional. The intentions were good.
Perhaps go to another institute, say maybe Crescent Clinic, ultimately you are the one that needs to help yourself. You can chose one of three things
1
Stay addicted, ultimately die young as a result
2
Go cold turkey and burden your family
3
Get help from people that know how to support you. Your family will not go away, but are not trained to help you. They won't love you less, coz they see you less.
Your family will be proud of you kicking a bad habit. And most importantly you can be proud of your achievment.
Just remember to not take it again and advise future docs too, as one dose can send you down a slippery slide...