ChocolateBadger
Expert Member
i wouldn't be able to afford it, i found a decent one but i need to put money aside for it then, and i sometimes wonder what would be the use just talking about it. i appreciate that, i love my wife but even if i fix this one thing, there will be other things i'll need to fix and address. i just realised that this is a destructive part of me and has/will ruin any relationships i have with anyone
I have this thing where I assume that everyone has medical aid. If you do, there are shrinks that accept medical aid. If you are not killing or raping and you are not a pedo, then there is someone out there who will do it. Take a holiday to Holland
Also back with the Omegle thing, Set your fetishes as your interests then talk with who comes up, maybe they can help, weather its coping or something else, at least you can chat about it.
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