Depression.

Sounds like it could be depression to me. I suggest seeing a professional about suicidal thoughts and feelings that have such a profound effect on your life.
 
googoodoll said:
btw is it depression is sometimes you can't stop crying and you don't even know why you're crying and feel suicidal and don't feel like doing the things you really love and feel lonely but don't feel like seeing people?
I lost a lot of friends because I get like that sometimes. (most likely out of them not caring, not because they didn't understand)
I always thought its depression but have never seen someone about it.
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It's possible. Especially if it's something that's been going on long term and getting worse. If it's just occasionally could be you're just overworked and need a vacation.
 
Swa said:
It's possible. Especially if it's something that's been going on long term and getting worse. If it's just occasionally could be you're just overworked and need a vacation.
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That is very likely the case...
 
googoodoll said:
btw is it depression is sometimes you can't stop crying and you don't even know why you're crying and feel suicidal and don't feel like doing the things you really love and feel lonely but don't feel like seeing people?
I lost a lot of friends because I get like that sometimes. (most likely out of them not caring, not because they didn't understand)
I always thought its depression but have never seen someone about it.
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Some other symptoms of depression include lower back pain, feeling cold all the time, insomnia or wanting to sleep all the time, increased or decreased appetite, weight gain or loss, inability to focus, inability to make decisions. It is best to consult your GP or a psychiatrist to rule out any other possible illnesses, such as a hormone imbalance or a brain tumor etc.
 
rubytox said:
Some other symptoms of depression include lower back pain, feeling cold all the time, insomnia or wanting to sleep all the time, increased or decreased appetite, weight gain or loss, inability to focus, inability to make decisions. It is best to consult your GP or a psychiatrist to rule out any other possible illnesses, such as a hormone imbalance or a brain tumor etc.
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Damn a lot if those things sound like me.... Man I hate the doctor about 1000 times more than most people hate the dentist...
 
Was unable to get my Cilift for two days, man the withdrawals suck tits.

Within an hour of taking it this morning, right as rain again.
 
FYI exercise daily can boost the efficacy of SSRIs by 100%
 
interesting video by the WHO

[video=youtube;XiCrniLQGYc]http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XiCrniLQGYc[/video]
 
[video=youtube;drv3BP0Fdi8]http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=drv3BP0Fdi8[/video]
 
You know, it doesn't matter how much ponani you can be swimming in, you can still feel very lonely :p

I'm going to attempt online dating to combat this :p
 
STS said:
You know, it doesn't matter how much ponani you can be swimming in, you can still feel very lonely :p

I'm going to attempt online dating to combat this :p
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Does'nt work....... Tried and tested!

depression is kind of like a drug, you can substitute it with anything but until you feed the root of your depression you'll be a depression addict!
 
Sorry for the bump, but I'm turning to my Mybb family a bit here.

I've got a loooong mental health history as some may know, but the very very very first diagnosis was by a normal Shrink and it was Clinical Depression, when I was about 17/18.

Currently, I'm taking a cocktail of meds for a few conditions, as my docs aren't able to pinpoint exactly what my issue is. I'm not Schizophrenic, check. I'm not Schizo-Affective, check. I might have signs of Bipolar Disorder, but I'm way too responsible, so can't be, check.

Problem is though. I'm Mr. Depressed. I can't function these days. I'm sitting in my house in the dark for hours by myself, just bashing myself about stupid mistakes I made. I am extremely harsh on myself. I have no self esteem. I have no energy. I am as suicidal as it gets.

Then, I start to cry. Then I feel better and life goes on as if nothing happened.

What the bloody blue f... Is wrong with me?

Is it just normal Depression?

I know you aren't Doctors. I will go see mine.

I know the drill by now. I'm just asking your input. Is this usual depressed symptoms?
 
|tera| said:
Sorry for the bump, but I'm turning to my Mybb family a bit here.

I've got a loooong mental health history as some may know, but the very very very first diagnosis was by a normal Shrink and it was Clinical Depression, when I was about 17/18.

Currently, I'm taking a cocktail of meds for a few conditions, as my docs aren't able to pinpoint exactly what my issue is. I'm not Schizophrenic, check. I'm not Schizo-Affective, check. I might have signs of Bipolar Disorder, but I'm way too responsible, so can't be, check.

Problem is though. I'm Mr. Depressed. I can't function these days. I'm sitting in my house in the dark for hours by myself, just bashing myself about stupid mistakes I made. I am extremely harsh on myself. I have no self esteem. I have no energy. I am as suicidal as it gets.

Then, I start to cry. Then I feel better and life goes on as if nothing happened.

What the bloody blue f... Is wrong with me?

Is it just normal Depression?

I know you aren't Doctors. I will go see mine.

I know the drill by now. I'm just asking your input. Is this usual depressed symptoms?
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Hi tera!

Do you exercise ? I was diagnosed with depression & G.A.D a couple of years ago and the psychologist just prescribed meds which actually messed me up more.

When I eventually got off the meds I started running again as the drained all my motivation. When I started running again I started feeling more control of my life and also had an outlet for stress and the endorphins released by running also helped with my mood.
 
|tera| said:
I might have signs of Bipolar Disorder, but I'm way too responsible, so can't be, check.
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That part doesn't sound right...being responsible (afaik) does not eliminate bipolar....don't even think its a factor thats considered. And the rest (crying) sure does sound like it.

|tera| said:
I am extremely harsh on myself.
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You & me both. Sucks when the things done right get forgotten immediately but the bad gets remembered. :/

|tera| said:
I'm just asking your input.
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Best *guess* is rapid cycling bipolar with the maniac episodes being suppressed by whatever mix of med you're on. As you say...best go speak to an actual doctor.
 
|tera| said:
Sorry for the bump, but I'm turning to my Mybb family a bit here.

I've got a loooong mental health history as some may know, but the very very very first diagnosis was by a normal Shrink and it was Clinical Depression, when I was about 17/18.

Currently, I'm taking a cocktail of meds for a few conditions, as my docs aren't able to pinpoint exactly what my issue is. I'm not Schizophrenic, check. I'm not Schizo-Affective, check. I might have signs of Bipolar Disorder, but I'm way too responsible, so can't be, check.

Problem is though. I'm Mr. Depressed. I can't function these days. I'm sitting in my house in the dark for hours by myself, just bashing myself about stupid mistakes I made. I am extremely harsh on myself. I have no self esteem. I have no energy. I am as suicidal as it gets.

Then, I start to cry. Then I feel better and life goes on as if nothing happened.

What the bloody blue f... Is wrong with me?

Is it just normal Depression?

I know you aren't Doctors. I will go see mine.

I know the drill by now. I'm just asking your input. Is this usual depressed symptoms?
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Doctors always tend to say you are not this or that. They usually forget that every disorder can have varying degrees. Isn't it funny how these issues always come up during the dark days of winter? Since being on 10kIU Vitamin D after tracking down a reliable international source my mood is a lot better and more stable. Also eliminate anything that interferes with mood like tartrazine and caffeine. The latter gives you a boost but when the effects wear off you feel worse than before.
 
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