You are a scared a petite blonde sucking your knob will keep you soft? Your mind is out of the game. You either need to fix your mind or you need a hardcore proven drug.
Ok i think we just went to the worst possible level, if a man cannot get a boner while getting sucked off by a hot blonde wow viagra brother,alcohol, coke, whatever gets it hard go get that shyte.
If your brain is not registering that she is willing to suck you off to get you back
then i dunno but o brother you are in trouble,
you are so mind fked by this situation you need viagra china. Your biggest issue is you are not willing to ask her or perhaps she is not willing to say lie down big boy, lemme get this shyte going.
Dude if you are afraid to ask a girl to suck it, then long term isn't an option. She should do what needs to be done.
I think you are beyond talking yourself into boning her and you need to chose the next encounter to see what she will and won't do. You need to sit her down and tell her about this mental block and explain that she needs to help you get past it or take viagra if you have strong feelings for her. You either to fix this mental block or get something that will ensure you don't have to worry about your boner,
You risk being stuck with performance issues for good if this goes long term using drugs though, so you will need to stock pile the viargra/drug and be able to call when the sexiness will go down.
You need to talk yourself into boning this girl or get Viagra. You would do well to test her and say could you suck for a bit if she turns you down, viagra or new girl. You are only as confident as the girl you are fking makes you. For many men it isn't a problem sober
but you seem to have gone beyond the point of return, unless you can get your mind right you will need something to help you along. Alcohol i would not suggest. Cialis or viagra is the good shyte but jeepers keep trying the mind thing because once you go sober on viagra there is no going back i would imagine. Never used it sober only when i have been drugging it up but yea that happens to some men what you have is a mental issue and you need to get it under control before you cannot bone without a drug.
It is possible to stop thinking? you need your boner to take over bud,
your mind is fcking both you and him. You gotta stop over thinking it. Stop thinking if possible, use your smaller head or if you are from congo your bigger head to do the thinking