Depression.

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I'm starting to realise the same. A lot of my activities I used to share with friends/family and I've got to start enjoying them for myself. Watch a movie, just enjoy it on your own. Made some new art or music, appreciate the journey and what you've done for yourself. Sounds like you got out there though and were able to experience some good things. Nature is amazing and I'll push myself some more to get some fresh air and sights.

Yes - we need connections but cannot let the lack of diminish our experiences. We deserve to enjoy sunrises, sunsets, looking at the moon, finding creatures, etc.